Happy New Year 2009

By the time you read this I'll be sitting in another lecture waiting for the teacher to come and give me more gyaan wondering whether I'll understand anything or it'll be another three hours spent in waste.

Over the last couple of months I've realized how very differently I've changed as a person. People, experiences, travel, love, friends, dance, studies everything
percolates in you teaching you something.
I've always been open to do new, different things and where I stand today is reflected in that way of thinking. Of course the unconditional love which I've got from really closed one's has helped me in reaching upto this level in life.

But writing is totally a different ball game.

Essentially, I would be opening doors to a side of me very few people have seen.... my thoughts, my ideas, my insecurities, my weaknesses, my joys, my fears and above all my kiddishness. It's like asking me to dance with a girl with blindfold on!

Don't get me wrong here, the problem is not that I've to share myself with you.. the problem is me.

I am hugely a private person.

I come from a middle class background and was thrown into this fast paced world by a quirk of fate. If the wheel of fortune wouldn't have turned I would have been in my hometown in the fields.
I was and will always remain guarded by my emotions and desire of heart. I will always be hugely protective about the people close to me. So I hope you can understand my predicament.

But well the new year has come and I hope it brings along good things for me and for my dear ones. I pray to the lord to give me strength to remain the way I am and go places.

I shall see you around soon.